Saturday, October 02, 2004

it's better to have love but lost, than to never have loved at all.
some say it's better to forget love lost, the hurt, the pain, and move on like u have never loved at all.
but i say, every experience, good or bad, is one lesson for me - one i would hold close to my heart. i love, i fall, i stand up and move on... remembering every detail of love lost, and learning every bit.
it hurts, when people change. it's even more scary when i realise i'm the one who changed. to someone i wished i wasnt, a selfish monster i have become. and yet, i like myself this way. if i do not love myself, who will?
do u know me? do u accept me as who i m? or do u simply see me as a possession, a puppet among your collection? is it too much to ask of u to leave me alone? distance doesn't just happen, we drift, it's a bit late to make amends now... do u think after all this, i would trust u again? i don't think so... fool me once, shame on u... fool me twice, shame on me...
would u hold on to a love gone sour... i wouldnt, it's too ugly... i hold on to what is beautiful.. memories...
who m i speaking to u might ask? u, u... or mayb u... or mayb myself? read it as u want to... with ur heart, as if ur eyes r open for the first time, and mayb, just mayb, u wud start to understand my point, and for once, give up the defensive arguments...

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